Daddy's little pride.

The question here is, are you really a daddy's little pride?

Answer: Nahh, I don't think so. But hate the fact that I resembled him in so many ways. 

Tried too hard being oblivious bout that fact. However each day, its getting obvious

and can't be denied. I'm becoming him in a sense.

The anger, the frustration, the fear, the low self-esteem, EVERYTHING.

Everything that I got or acted upon, resembled him.

Ugghh! Really hate that.

I don't wanna be him. I don't wanna be like him. I don't wanna see myself as him. 

Gosh, I know I'm a sinner to say this out loud but hate that I hate him so much.

Why? 

Hmm.

I'm not the person who I used to be.

I'm not a saint and no more am I a naive girl nor innocent 

in flowing the reality of life.

I MISSED MY OLD ME.

I MISSED ME.

*It's official, I'm a nutcase*

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